Play it sam

I spend hours looking for a four-leaf clover, just to pull the fourth leaf off.
What does that say about me? Maybe I have been running from luck for so long that I never realized that It had caught up to me.

He said, “You’re crazy”
I reply, “I wished”

This roller coaster of the past showed up like a breath of fresh air…shined some light into this world I have dreamed about…..you know you get off on me crying on your shoulder…….….I forgot that just being your friend use to get me out of bed in the morning ….


“It still kind of hurts, having you around.”
“Well rub some Bengay on it kid, and act like a rock star.”


To be honest I lie so much that I do not remember the truth, but I am sure that it is not half as good as the lie that I told instead. Please do not try to break me, Accept me for what I am. Lately my mind has been turned inside out trying to figure me out. I don’t know anything, but I know to much ….and all I truly know is that I wanted someone to figure me out and I thought that person could be you….you probably still are that person …it’s just your so caught up in losing yourself…..going back to old habits ….is refreshing…....if I can't figure out who I am now...then at least....I know who I use to be....East side love is living on the west end

-megs